Love them lots.. Great time catching up with ya’ll <3s!

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I’m so nervous now becos its the interview/audition tmr.. I had the most intensive n strenuous piano lesson ever today. But im so thankful for it! I feel like i’ve improved a pretty huge bit. The piece still can’t flow.. the notes are still unclear last wkend.

If only theres only music without reality, that would be awesome.

But wellz, back to reality, i haven do my bmgt tut hw tmr.. i duno how m i gonna do it now.. so screwed.
My mind is repeating the tunes of the piece im playing.
Thnk you Ben for giving sucha constructive comments! & Thnk those who listened to it n gave me comments abt it! i really appreciate it

Best of luck to me tmr.

Loves.

Rain. Rain. Rain. Good or bad? 
(randomness~)

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Anyway,

I’ve been stucked to make a decision for the past few days.. (or rather months, just tt i decided to make it clear during e past few days). So i’ve made a huge decision of leaving lifesaving & joining klavierensemble (piano ensemble). Since i’ll be taking my examz nxt yr, i really shld focus on one thing rather than trying to juggle both at once. Furthermore, i love piano way more than lifesaving (i like lifesaving, just not as much as piano? piano has been in me since pri sch >.<).

Considering the pros & cons; if theres lifesaving competitions nxt year, there’ll be more more trainings which means lesser time for piano practice. lack of practice makes me lose touch n i’ll sorta need to “restart” or “relearn” again.. So yeah, decided to pursue my passion Told Coach Daryl abt it today & im soo glad tt he’s vv understnding.. He used to play the piano too tts why he fully understands how i feel n wad i meant. Im so grateful! Will definitely miss the LG trainings but i noe i’ve made really good friends & long-lasting frenships I love you ppl <3s

Klavierensemble’s recruitment drive next monday. I tink im really fortunate to have made this choice at this time. It’ll be bad if i missed this opportunity. Im told to play a solo classical piece :S Haven been playing classicals except my exam piece : Retrato De Alfredo Gobbi (by Piazolla). Its a really niceeee song! I love it alot.. It has a mixture jazz tunes, sorrows & tenderness. A piece tt is able to make u picture and visualize. Will be practicing hard! But..I’m sooo nervous!! >.< i duno anyone from e ensemble so its like, im all alone doing it for myself quite cool or wad haha.

Gambatteh Weiting! u can do it!
Time to grab this chance & pursue what i really love

Caught this movie (or rather, MJ’s last rehearsal) on Sunday.
& All i can say is.. MJ’s Awesome. Too awesome.
His professionalism, his voice, his dance. I can vividly rmb e scene whereby the dancers went for audition for his concert. One stage fullll of dancers dancing the same dance!. & He’ll only pick a few.

This movie makes me listen to his songs over and over again. Heal the world… Man in the Mirror.

Simply Too Awesome

Had night chilling/chitchat/supper session @ T3 with Ling, Crystal & her mum.

I just gotta say they are the ppl tt are closest to me besides my mum n dad.. & im thankful for that.
Becos we’re all in this tgt, we noe what’s happening. So we talked alot, discussed and help to advice one another..

I’m glad we are all more mature n grown up (wellz, not that grown up yet, but at least… a lil more mature). How nice when we reminisce e past and laugh at how childish we are & wad are the childish acts (now i noe my sis actually built a home for lizard when shes young… >.< ; architect is alrdy her path then) HAHA. So funny n hilarious.. Then i realised, how fast time past..

& when they are many more probs ongoing in the family.. one after another. We talked things out.. we share each other’s burden. Its a huge relief when they empathize with u cos u noe ure not alone..

I’m at the age whereby im stucked with many struggles n decisions. Friends at my age dont needa tink so much; consider e various factors which will affect every single action & e consequences.. I do envy how they utilise their freedom n time; having the time to worry about issues that isnt a big deal at all.. That’s a bliss though. I admit i often has a hard time expressing whats in me n trying to get into e same frequency as others..  But i too appreciate the circumstances im currently in which shaped me into who i am now. Many at times, i wanna do sth more to help my parents.. but all i can do is.. only this & that. Not enough..

17.

A long road ahead.. I noe i’ve so much more to do.

Take one step at a time?

I just wan them to have a better life. If only I can do more..

Hellooo!
Imma update about the Gala preview of  “My Girlfriend is an Agent” @ Grand Cathay with Alysson, Irlada, Nianting & Xiangwei! ( Thanks alot Xiangwei for the ticssss!)

A new korean action/comedy/romance movie. & its reallly awesome. Cos why?
We get to see the KOREAN STARS in real! whoooooo. Really nice movie

KIM HA NEUL & KANG JI HWAN!!

Kim Ha Neul! She's like less than a metre from me. (she's damn pretty im serious) 
p.s. Aly, Ice & nianting are crazy over her manager (e one in black suit)  

Didnt manage to catch the solo pic of Kang Ji Hwan though. (they walked too fast >.<) 

We're sitting @ the 3rd row. So its kinda a clear view. heee!

oh yeah, these are the awesome peepos!

A fabulous night. Fun, Enjoyable & Memorable <3s

HELLO. I HAD A GREAT SUPERB AWESOME WKEND!
Youth leader’s camp! <3s

(this is the halloween backdrop for day 2’s dinner!) E balloooons damn nice rite, i arrange n stick one HAHHA!

Its really a unique and cool experience i shld say! Being a Spartan SL. Leading them, teaching them our awesome cheers. See them enjoying it and cheering it soooo loudly A great time bonding with the other SLs too. I’ve never felt that close before.. its a great feeling Great campers and SLs. Learnt alot, gotta thanks Faith especially!
Spartans SLs: Jeremy, Chai Hong, Faith, Aly & Me  <3s !!

New found family LOL. & Fatimah called me Rosie =.=” I love them though!  (dorothy, travis/ken, susie, pck, barbie, fatimah/aly, frankie, thomas, aloy.. ETC!) When everyone was super tired yet we all went crazy tgt.. REALLY FUN!

Halloween dinner was sucha blast! (Spartans SLs dressed as Chinese Vamps) Hahahhaa. D&G team really worked hard to make this possible. mans, i love those peepos It was a huge relief n satisfaction when everyone enjoyed themselves thoroughly

More updates to come. More pics.

IM MISSING YLC.
Simply love camps. Its like a total hyped up world; like a runaway

Yeah, a day rest. i dont have sch today (cos i crashed MAEC lecture on tues )

Anw, i shld just update a lil since i’ll be away to YLC tmr! feeling kinda excited~ My first YLC hehehe Missed trng ytd cos i gotta help in the YLC preparation for decor n games comm. Tiring but it was fun though!

& i gotta admit that my body clock is seriously not normal yetttt! I dread to go sch everyday (9am) lesson. SIGH. I promised myself i’ll start a freshhh n goood wk nxt wk. Hope it works =x

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Many at times, i’ll drift into a ‘ stoning cum thinking’ mode. I’ll reflect n wonder hows everything.. hows my life.. how am i.. what shld i be doing.. what shld i not be doing.. blah blah. (k i tink alot but, i need to get thoughts organised if not i’ll feel really messy). I realised how much time i need to be alone. Just me and me. Cos i dont really understnd myself yet. Sigh, thats a pretty sad thing. But i tink im slowly getting to noe myself more..

Sometimes i hated myself becos im too cold or I always let my mind control meeeeeeee (k, 90% of e time). Duno lah, kinda hard to put it in words.. but wellz, my dream everyday tells me that i really do miss some stuffs, or even people.

It becomes really bad when u’ve seen more & more evils in the reality everyday. You’ll hide yrself, close yrself,  put on a shield n act as though you are another person (whom ure not!). I’m glad im still being myself.. & i will continue to be. It is stupid to let situations control you and takeover you; changing you even. Its the inner self that makes u determine to be who u are.. Perhaps im able to control my emotions a lil bttr.. But when im with myself, things go loose and everything run wild. So conflicting. This is life.

One thing i realised i’ve been doing lately is.. taking two things n weigh their importance. N give up the less important one.

Is this a good practice?

I duno.

Im still in the midst of self-searching..

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Happy friday all.

Enough of all my ramblings.. or rather, self-talk.

Gooooodnites!

OMG IM VERY VERY VERY EXCITED NOW BECOS MY WEBBIE IS FINALLY DONEEEE!
(even though its not like some pro webs, but i did tried my best doing everything!)

Finally all the late nights paid off!  Feeling damn awesome now (LOL, proud of myself =x). The sense of accomplishment is so great! Even though this is worse than ITB proj, but i like wad im doing!

CLICK ON THE IMAGE TO SEE THE WEB!

Im Lovin’ It! GOOD JOB WEITING! (HAHAHAA!)

oh yeah, and that’s where u noe more about Fortune Food!

Gonna turn in now! School tmr. thank goodness its only 2 hrs hee.

Nights!

LG duty for Ngee Ann Regatta @ Kallang! hahaha, saw Captain Andrew. He’s damn nice, even came forward and talk to me. heee.
Quite a cool exp though. Fun!

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FRIDAY TMR. Last friday for holidays ):

Well i still tink it’ll be even bttr when sch starts! Can’t wait to see all my frenz!

I shall sleep early tonight.. i should!
Piano tmr! Shall start drilling in the morning.

okie, gdnites earth!

Yeah not that easy. Im on the verge of crashing alr mansssss. ITS SERIOUSLY SO TEDIOUS TO DO A WEBSITE!

):

Nvm, i can do it. Yes.

On a happier note, went to sch in e morning fr Badm with Lifeguard peepos! & It was really fun!
Smash smash smash. Ah, long time since im pretty much in form. I really missed badm badly.. i missed sec sch trainings actually. LOL

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Mum Crystal and one worker went to Istana ytd for the President’s Award For the Environment Award Ceremony. (not that they won any award) but, Fortune Food is one of the 12 hawker stalls chosen to go there!

& its freaking coool!
Featured in…..

RazorTV!!

Pls click ^ to view!:D

2 of the vids: Food fit for President + Hawker food at Istana; Yay or Nay?

A snapshot from the vid! From right: Mum, President Mr S.R Nathan, Crystal and Tina.
The last part was awesome! the reporter actually ate a Pie Ti at one go!

Okay, i shall continue with the web. sucha good motivation here.

Ciao!