One’s down, another’s up. Its neverending.

Some sudden news made me sink..
I thought i’ve did my part. Yet one whole chunk is thrown back at me. Just like one tight slap in my face.
Why?
Its unfortunate tt in poly theres rarely chance to work with cooperative ppl.

& when it comes to this. I’ll just take it all on my own.
Yes u may say ” why not just let them do it.. share the burden.. etc etc”
Is it becos i dont really trust ppl now? becos it’ll not have a gd ending. they wouldnt care.
this is bad. so bad.

Then i tink of the trainings ive got.. thrice a wk. Nxt wk will be almost everday.
How m i gonna do it?

Till now, “Impossible” has nvr came across my mind. Its the pressue n time n people tts making me sink.
I know i can do it. But it just kinda upset me..er maybe not kinda, but pretty much.

I’ve no idea how they can wash their hands off everything n push their responsibilities.. n be so ignorant.
& in this case; its not only one person.

I just got to say, im not superwoman or superhero or wadsoever.
I’m just a normal being with a normal mind n soul.
Its just tt i’m a lil more tolerant than others? But i dont tink so.

Or i simply admit tt life’s unfair? Give in n surrender?

This is not me. definitely not.

At this point of time, i just wish to throw everything away n live in my own world.
Be selfish.

But how?
I can never do tt.. There’s too many things for me to care n mind, just too many..