Unpredictable
It aches inside when i see the pain in their eyes. All of them.
I wanted to much to help my her.. but how? i duno how to start.
Everyone’s starting to fall sick, meet with sth unlucky, injured, hurt..
I want to care for each n everyone of them, i really do.
Then, trashed with all the proj datelines.. met with not v good ppl to work with. everything.
I asked myself why m i being so nice? I dont know.
I laughed n cried n told myself ‘ yes, a few more wks.. just a few more’. It gave me tt lil strength. to pass each day.
Competition trainings, proj datelines, tutorials, lecture, revisions, school, friends, people, family..
If i say im not tired n im not worn out, i’d be lying.
But how? i brought it all upon myself.. its my fault.
Its so enriching. yet, its just too packed. i can hardly breathe..
Past 2 days. when i realise my effort was finally appreciated by someone im working with. I almost burst into tears. Too upset, too disappointed.. too overwhelming.
& realise there isnt much people tt really care…
Crashing all down. all at once.
& i cant help it.
Its my first time typing a post while crying.
This is how upset im feeling..
Im in a mess. screwed up life.
C A L M
Hello. I LOVE TUESDAY.
Cos its the only day of the weeeeek i can come home before sun set =)
I love eating with my family. Its a superb feeeling. totally.
Had a short walk at ECP after dinner. Its definitely a good place to seek solace. Calm & Cool. 
All yr worries vanished at that moment. Its great =)
Tmr n thurs will be having training.. Fri will be staying overnight in sch till monday.
whooooo wad a weeek ><
Gambatteh all LG peepos! 
Till here.
Cos my nxt post would be private ;p
Loves.
Its coming.
HELLO ALL.
How’s yr wk? Mine was really busy n hectic.. yeah but ive learnt to take things one at a time. Its good n yeah definitely very rewarding when u’ve accomplished a huge lot of job!
It was a pretty unique friday becos i’ve participated in the Runner’s Relay tgt with the rest of the LG peeps. Gotta 2 teams: 12 & 13. & I feel really shiokkkkk becos i managed to overtake some ppl (Esp someone). But of cos the winners goes to all those elite teams like DB etc. Quite a cool experience though=)
Yay
Coolios.
Ytd was a freaking hardcore day. I swear i sat infront of the lappie figuring out & FIGURED out how to use photoshop & expression web. From 12pm – 6pm, i didnt stood up at all. & miraculously, i dont feel hungry. Ah, busy-ness can really make me forget about eating.. n it somehow took away my appetite ><
Had a great dinner cos i ate 2 meals at once =) yay.
Its freaking cool to see the canon shooting by the navy (on water) from esplanade library. Its a perfect view totally!
Came home & touch up. My final finalllll website is done aftr 12am. AND IM EXTREMELY PROUD OF IT! even though its only a simple web lah but its a tedious effort for me! (an IT noooob). =)
Today i did my Blaw tutorial already YAY. (time check: its now 6.10;p )
Gotta rush MIEC report.. and Study for Biz Org Quiz tmr… ><
Another hectic week coming up. Trainings & Nationals. Gonna camp @ the loft from fri onwards cos sunday is e competition.
Im gonna miss having meals with my family for this whole wk again ):
Enjoy e remaining sunday! =)
JULY IS ENDING. EXAMS ARE COMING.
BUT, Holidays are right after exams! ><”
Gambatteh all!
Take care & DRINK MORE WATER =)
Loves.
When Friday comes, all your worries go POOOF!
JUST FOR LAUGH =)
Chio rite? Thnks Jon! LOL
K im just gonna post this up cos its FRIDAY! I LOVE FRIDAY I LOVE FRIDAY!!!
Its really a miraculous day. Everything uve been worrying simply goes POOF when the clock strikes 12am!
Friday is never enoughhhh!! ><
Anw, have a great day all =)
Gotta runners relay ltr on. whoo Push on!
Loves.
One’s down, another’s up. Its neverending.
Some sudden news made me sink..
I thought i’ve did my part. Yet one whole chunk is thrown back at me. Just like one tight slap in my face.
Why?
Its unfortunate tt in poly theres rarely chance to work with cooperative ppl.
& when it comes to this. I’ll just take it all on my own.
Yes u may say ” why not just let them do it.. share the burden.. etc etc”
Is it becos i dont really trust ppl now? becos it’ll not have a gd ending. they wouldnt care.
this is bad. so bad.
Then i tink of the trainings ive got.. thrice a wk. Nxt wk will be almost everday.
How m i gonna do it?
Till now, “Impossible” has nvr came across my mind. Its the pressue n time n people tts making me sink.
I know i can do it. But it just kinda upset me..er maybe not kinda, but pretty much.
I’ve no idea how they can wash their hands off everything n push their responsibilities.. n be so ignorant.
& in this case; its not only one person.
I just got to say, im not superwoman or superhero or wadsoever.
I’m just a normal being with a normal mind n soul.
Its just tt i’m a lil more tolerant than others? But i dont tink so.
Or i simply admit tt life’s unfair? Give in n surrender?
This is not me. definitely not.
At this point of time, i just wish to throw everything away n live in my own world.
Be selfish.
But how?
I can never do tt.. There’s too many things for me to care n mind, just too many..
Take a deep breath & off u go.
Hello Earth. Finished my Blaw tutorial before 12am (thnks to SY, gooood cooperation here 
)
Hee, anw i feel really smart today.
Why?
I figured a piece out on the piano myself (Cos i’ll normally get stuck without scores ><) not single hand of cos.
Yeah, great sense of accomplishment yayyyy.
ITB lecture is on e-learning tmr. But its kinda pointless cos theres still econs lecture aftr tt :S
Btw Piano lesson today was really awesome =) I love piano lesson really.
& i missed piano playing to much tt i end up playing my piano till dinner when i reached home aftr lesson..
Its a great feeling =)
I had a gd slp n dream ytd.
Hopefully i’ll slp well for the rest of the days tooooo.
Shoo monday blues, Happy monday to all!
Seize the day, for that it’ll only happen once in yr life=)
Loves.
Joy.
Its really amazing how much calm n peace a plain blue sky could bring, even without a single star.
The breeze, the environment, everything.
You just feel like staying there forever.. just like an escape from reality.
How nice.
I did enjoy my Fri & Sat =)
Gotta start training hard for the nxt 2 wks. Lifesaving National’s coming up..
More chionging, less time to rest n sleep? haha i supposed. I’ll just enjoy it, tts e best way to spend yr time. ENJOY.
Im glad that theres actually this thing call WEEKENDS Really grateful abt this!
& ive learnt tt its perfectly normal to feel tired.. u just gotta know how to pick yrself up again & start moving.
Gambatteh all =)
Much love.
Focus
I needa find my Sharp calculator! I bought it only a month ago? its gone now.
Left with Casio but i dont like ):
Bstats test tmr i tink im gonna die. Didnt really study much I dont really understnd…
Sommore its no longer open book. GG
Shitz.
TIME TO FOCUS. FOCUS LA GIRL WHAT ARE U THINKING TSKKKKKKKK.
♥ FAMILY ♥
A lovely day. ♥♥
Father And Mother I Love You
Today is my Dad’s Birthday ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!
But its not just about him, its a really special day to me. A day filled with Love & Laughters..
A family day finally. Not only for a meal, but yeah, a day=) After sooooo long..
All i can say is that, I AM REALLY REALLY HAPPY!!
Many times i blamed here n there saying tt ‘ why dont i ve a family day every wk just like some other families.. ‘
Yes it is childish, but i bet every child wants a family day (no matter hw old they are).isnt it?
Today,
I felt as though we missed each other really much.. perhaps its becos we only see each other for dinners or only for a lil while..
As a pretty traditional family, we hardly say ‘ i love you’ to each other; or rather, we’ve never done tt.
But it is definitely superb to feel the love n warm n how much we care for each other through our words n actions..
HAHAHA. (fyi, tis pic is fr the shutters of ‘ chien chi tow’ ><)
& all these yummy foodie can be found @…..
Miss U Cafe!
Its an awesome cosy lovely cafe wif super nice ambience n music
I decided not to post my glam/unglam pics of myself on e blog ;p So check it out at fb if u all wan 
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Yes we teased n laugh. Quarrel, argue n even fight. Yet all e more it strengthened our rship, making us realise the importance of each other.
I love you all =)
Papa, Mummy, Ling & Zhi.
