Sorting out; A change.

Its a tough day today.
I broke down right infront of my mum, my sis… and everyone. My piano teacher too.

And i realised i needa sort things out. Balance my life, weigt the priorities and do the right thing.
More importantly, i want to be happy.

I enjoy playing piano. But i find tt its really not time yet and i i have so much more to learn..
& i made a decision. A tough but right one.. (at least tts hw i tink).

I felt so much more relieved.. so much lighter from within. I do, really.

And I’ve learnt tt its really the perception that changes all…
My point used to be ‘ I just want to get it….. by ____ (the time)’. And i neglected myself, my feelings..
I felt tired, stressed up and so inbalanced.
Then i realised i neglected Happiness.

No point.. no point living everyday with the fears and stress. No happiness.

I am happy now..
I can learn more things over a longer period of time; I am happier that way.

Thank you Mummy.
Thank you Jess.
Thank you everyone that stood by me.

‘When you let go of something, you’ll realised that you gain so much more’.