Don’t give up on me.

Overwhelming emotions ; Some frustration, some disgust, some unhappiness.. much more, i duno wad are those.
Negativity is taking over me.

Help.

I am lost for words.

TO MYSELF:

Since when uve became such a vulnerable dumb? You always take wadeva tt comes bravely. Where are YOU now? WHERE. WHY have you became like this? You noe all you need to do is to plan things out.. Plan.
But wheres all yr planning? Somewhere here and there in yr mind.. you never get it done. You noe your priorities, but why are you not taking any actions? WHY. Where have all yr motivation gone to? to the drain?

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One part of me scolded myself, another part of me defended myself.
And the defending party lost becos ive gt no more reasons.. no reasons not to do it.

In e end wads the answer to all the Whys?
I just got to figure it out. Because im the complicated person that is making my life complicated.

& I finally realised that I Suck.