Direction.

I decided to blog about my piano lesson.. becos i had so much in mind.

Every time during my piano lesson, i’ll just get more and more add ons like the dynamics and decorations etc.
And im really grateful for that. Becos i know i wldnt be able to learn these much if the teacher was my previous teachers..
Its always so amazing to see the instant effect of applying a certain technique, or just a simple tip on playing.
Its like ‘ whoa’ inside me.

And now, i understnd the difficult part of Fugue. Tts why i dropped the first piece tt i was supposed to play.

Let me make daring statement ; the piece is not difficult.
Its the holding parts… the decorations.. the dynamics.. the FLOW that make it much harder. Interpreting it differently as wad i should be doing. At least now, i sorta get the hang of it =)
& i realise my rhythm is really bad, tone deaf? (i duno). i practised with metronome.. but ya, its still like this.
Perhaps i shld practise MORE than wad ive been doing (which is not alot).

I really want to do my best.

Then i realised what kept me going when i practised for 4/5 hrs today..
That is; i dont wan to disappoint anyone ever again, and that includes Myself.
I dont wana feel upset when i go into the exam room.. worrying.
I wan to feel confident and enjoy the music as well as the whole process.
And all i want to be is, Happy and satisfied =)

I SHALL WORK HARD!!
GAMBATTEH WEITING!