Misses

I gotta say that this is going to be a very random post. But this is currently the things that are running tru my mind ><

I MISS YOU LAI SHEAU YUN.
hahaha! i noe u’ll be damn proud tt ur name is here ;p
I miss you sitting beside me in class n gossiping like some market aunties! AND, you being my badminton doubles partner for my whole sec sch life, how can i not miss playing badm with you! Oh, i miss you giving me that stupid face that u are dying to share some dirty little secrets with me.
I HAVEN SEEN YOU FOR SO LONG.. well its very long for me luh! i see you almost everyday for the past 4 years. LOL.
You better get some chocolates for me at Cocoa Tree. HAHAHHA. If not i’ll side Candy Empire ;p

AND I MISS SCHOOOOL! ): Those boring lessons tt we used to think it is, at least i can see my frens everydayyyyyy!! Sitting at the same old place. i dont mind being the earliest to open the classroom door again ><
haha! I MISS YOU ALL LA PPL! 4/2, teachers, seniors.. AIYA JUST EVERYONE TT I NOE. I AM MISSING YOU GUYS MADLY. rofl. Thats why, i wanna see you all 4/2 on the bbq!pls make yrself available if not i’ll be damn upset ):

& i love this,

‘ Theres no point to forever without you ‘ – Edward Cullen.

Awwwwwww! i’d melt if someone said tt to me. haha. okay but well i just finished Eclipse! HOORAY.
I’ll start on breaking dawn tmr.. >< According to ida, its the nicest book & the last bk ): So well, i’ll read it with all my heart (:

Theres many many more sweeeeeeeeeet quotes he said. omg, i tink Stephanie Meyer is really damn good. LOL, makes girls go gaga over him even though he is a vampire.

And i realised that if u tried very hard to forget something, the more it will be STUCKED in yr head and be yr daily reminder. I am serious.
Sigh, i surrender. I’ll let it build a house and stay it in my head forever i dont care.. Becos its even more tiring to try so hard just to get it out. Im not gonna avoid or act like i dont care at all, i will just be myself. YES BE MYSELF. For the past few months, im not myself.. yet.
Crazy sickening dream that reappear almost everyday; the same things tt put me to sleep; the same thing the i thought of when i wake up; the same thing tt i will tink of whenever e time allows it.  That is the result of trying hard to forget sth.
gah, i cant believe im saying all this now..
Anw now, im tired of this and i tink i’ll just let my heart lead the way..

OKAY this is a really random post. its like 12.18 now and im still wide awake O.o
Good week ahead to all =)