Sweat it out!

OH well, i had a superb day ytd becos i finally get to do some SPORTS!
Had Badminton with the guys ; Cohen, maisul, zamir, hambali & khair. When is the last time i played it! i tink its like before prelims? ><
Anw, it was great 3 hrs of badminton!
Headed down to Kallang squash centre with Maisul, Cohen and Khair. SQUASH 2 hrs! but mostly, they played it and i can say they are really crazzzyyyy! Esp Maisul ROFL. Whacking the ball and shouting and singing >< Anw, it was just FUN FUN AND FUNNN!

We den went for mini Apache dinner with the SLs & others!
it was great! Settled down at Istana Park for dinner. And frankly speaking, im alrdy dead beat. Vry tired. LOL But yeah we had FUN playing True or Dare. and its really CRAZY! I mean the DARE part is totally insane. ><” Salute to those who did the dare! haha!
Hopefully we can have more dinners like this, i tink its really awesome =)

Today they had Red Camp post outing @ Sentosa organised by Matthew. But sigh i cldnt go!
Need to help out in my mum’s stall later. Bet they are having loads of fun! But nvm, theres always NEXT TIME! haha not tt Sentosa is closing down or sth ;p

Seriously i cant wait to go NP. With fabulous ppl there and everything simply spurred my enthusiasm! =) Did received a letter from NP for the NPP ( ngee ann preparatory prog ) tt will commence on 14 jan 09! YAY!But before tt we’ll be going to NP Open house! the whole subtribe 5 will be going. those who wanna go, pls join us tooooo!
The webbie fr the NP Open house!

My muscle is aching badly especially my arm. ><
But well, im used to it. Shld be alright in two days time =)
Have a gd wkend ppl!

Pissed

IM SO PISSED BECAUSE THAT DAMN ALLERGY IS BACK AGAIN. =(

sigh, but wad can i do? i tried recalling wad had eaten, what i drank, wad did i SMELL or TOUCH… =.= but i still could not find e cause of it.. and tis is VERY IRRITATING! >< Even the doctors duno what is the cause and it seemed that allergy is the worse thing one can have becos the root of it is really hard to uncover. Damn.

Using a towel and dip it into hot(mind you, its like boiling hot) rice wine and then to those ‘lumps’ on yr leg or wherever the allergy is. It totally suck like shit! Feels like some serious punishment that i had to endure.. and what have i done? nothing.

Im not gonna elaborate more on this.. its just pissing the shit out of me.

Anw,i seriously tink im knowing too much of everything..
Especially adults issues. I felt like a useless bum asshole whenever i heard abt their issues and i can do nothing, absolutely nothing. It only makes me feel more worried. But on the other hand, if listening to all their issues/probs will make them feel better, im more than willing to.. Its really hard to understand others when i haven even fully understand myself.

Sometimes, its better to stay away and just be ignorant.
Ignorance is bliss.ya?

Oh yeah, i get to noe more about Insurance thanks to Vicki jie jie. At least it enhanced my general knowledge a little =) 

Its mid wk alr. Hopefully my allergy doesnt affect me for the rest of the wk ><”

Badm & Squash with Cohen & gang tis fri =)
Apache dinner after tt =) ( hopefully! )
Post Redcamp outing on Sat @ Sentosa =)

Tata.

Simplicity of life

Again, i strongly felt how fragile life is. Not saying about death now but its those small little things tt you experienced everyday especially when no one can predict what will happen..

My allergy came back again today. And i swear it totally suck becos of the itch and the irritating sight of those “lumps” on e skin. Seriously, it looks like some contagious disease. Like, ‘ those who touch me will get affected ‘ u noe tt kind. The sight of it will irk you >< It has been a long time since ive got it. IT somehow choose TODAY to remind me of its existence; absolute irritance.

Its not any special day but i just wanna say THANK YOU MUMMY & PAPA!
Their LOVE, their concern, their words and every single bits have truely touched me, especially on days like today when im sick.. They are simply the medicines.

Tomorrow is always a guess, a surprise and a challenge. You may see one lively and kicking now, yet he/she may be gone for forever tmr, or even the nxt moment.

The 9pm show @ channel 8 brought lots of reflections on people, love, life. It truely reflects on ppl’s ignorance and selfishness but more importantly, the power of love. How in the world can ppl survive without LOVE? A simple yet most impactful word. Family, Friends.. They are the pillars of my life. I sincerely want to thank them for being part of my life =) Even to ppl whom i doesnt noe, yes they are still part of my life. Without them, there wouldnt even be any chance of a friendship and not to say, a true relationship.

Papa always express his views of anything when he is driving. Seriously, it may be entertaining but sometimes not. But today its different. Even though he talks about same issues on work, current affairs etc, i sensed something different. He is tired, very tired. Its obvious when u look into his eyes; those eyes tt depicted many hidden worries and extreme fatigue, not much enthusiasm anymore. And i finally realised that its time to grow up, to be independent, to be the one that listen and worries for him more than he does for me and the family..

Patience, communication,

Everyone undergoes the process of life : born, live, death.

My first process of life – Born, was expensive and dangerous. Costing dunno how many thousands or ten thousands just to live. Premature baby i am, and im grateful to be able to live. I thank my parents that did not give me up, did not lose hope on me. I promise i’ll not be a disappoinment.

Live; is the process im in now.
All i can say is, it is an adventurous and exciting journey that i embarked on.. More to be discovered, and i’ll lead a life tt belongs to me, and not others. I need to emphasis on this – BE YOURSELF. It is the key to every single thing you do. Many times a mask will only make you feel more exhuasted.. so just BE YOURSELF. i finally understand this important principle of life.

I wonder who can ever explain to me how is it like in the third process of life..

Perhaps i just dont have that music brain

I realised tt im really a music asshole. WHY? Becos i seriously tink im tone deaf.

Believe it or not, simple stuff like C major, C MAJOR PPL ITS C MAJOR. The simplest and the easiest yet i can do it so badly. There my hands cant coordinate, i get the fingerings wrong over and over again.
How did i survive till here? ha. Grade 8 DOESN’T NOE HOW TO PLAY C MAJOR SMOOTHLY?!
Its indeed a funny matter. Laugh, go ahead. Im laughing at myself now too.

GRADE 8 DOESN’T NOE HOW TO PLAY SONGS WITHOUT SCORES? SHE CANNOT EVEN MEMORIZE FLIGHT OF THE BUMBLEBEE.
Laugh, go ahead.

IM NOT A GRADE 8, IM A GRADE 1. I tink a Grade 1 is better than me becos they can play C major smoothly.
im worse than a grade 1.

What’s up with tt damn grade tt grade ppl’s ability. So you mean a person without a music certificate cannot play the piano? Why not tell me what you meant by being talented then?

People nowadays are simply too practical. There u see aunties uncles friends asking you ‘ oh you learn piano? which grade are you in now? ‘
and if u replied grade 8, they’ll say ‘ WHOA tts very gooood! ‘
and if u replied ‘ ive got no grade, but i can play the piano ‘, they’ll go like ‘ Oh……’

See the difference?

Next thing they’ll ask is ‘ how you fair for the exam? ‘
if you replied ‘ Distinction ‘ , they’ll go ‘ OMG you are fantastic! ‘
If you replied ‘ Merit ‘ , they’ll say ‘ oh thats good ‘
& if you replied ‘ Pass ‘ , they’ll say ‘ oh… okay.. ‘

Ha.

I duno why am i saying all this now. Perhaps its the result of playing the piano with a messy mind. Hence evrything become so messy that it messed me up.

Since when playing the piano became stressful?
From the time piano exams are created.

i love music, i love playing the piano. But sometimes, it went beyond the line of passion.

I LOVE APACHE!

Now let me continue with pictures Still got lots tt i haven gotten yet.
i woke up and yeah i was tinking ‘ eh no more red camp today ): ‘ and then the cheers keep going in my mind!

The original and unique cheers that Apaches had, all created by our SLs!

APACHE OIIIIII!
HUGAAAAA~
APACHE OIIIIIII!
HAAAAAAA~
APACHE OIIIIII!
WHoooohohohohohohoh!

‘ And we go BOOM DYNAMITE, and we go BOOM DYNAMITE,
and we go, whoooohhoohohohohoh BOOOM DYNAMITE.
AND we go booom~ dynamite, and we go booom~ dynamite,
and we go, ‘ chik chik tttrrrrrrrrrrrr ‘ BOOM DYNAMITE.
AND they go OH-MY-GOD~, and they go OH-MY-GOD,
and they go OHOHOHOHOHOHOHOH OH-MY-GOD~.
And we go Please try again, and we go Please try again,
and we go ERROR, ACCESS DENIED!~
‘ CHIK CHIK BOOOOOM!!!! ‘

‘ I love APACHE, i love the people here, I love the SLs, i love the campers too.
I love APACHE, right here in Red camp 5.
Pombiada, pombiada, pombiada~~~~~~~ >>>’

‘ For honour, For glory, For APACHE!
All Apaches in the stand, come on let me see yr hands.
woo ah ah ah, woo ah ah ah~
All Apaches in the stand, Who’s so great, Who’s so grand?
woo ah ah ah, woo ah ah ah~
All Apaches in the stand, Who’s the greatest in the land?
woo ah ah ah,woo ah ah ah, woo ah ah ah~ ZOOM!’

APACHES HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY???
‘ I say…. WHOO LALA, APACHE LALA.
i say WHOO LALA, APACHE LALA
I say OeyoeyO, whoohohohohohohoh~
OeyoeyO, APACHE! ‘
oh my, theres still lots more! ida just sent me the recording on subtribe 5 ‘ i love apache~ i love the ppl here~ ‘ OMG, its funny but i missed it so much!
Greatest camp i’ve been to so far, OBS would come in next.
Gosh, its A W E S O M E !

Can we have like Apache outing? or subtribe 5 outings with the SLs. missed them too!
Ann, CK, Faith. they are fabulous ppl really (:
i guess this hangover will continue for the next few days or even wks!
Cant wait to go NP in jan!

Now pictures!

I LOVE APACHES!!

More pics to come!
ENJOY YOUR WKEND PEEPOS!

APACHES!

OH MY GOD~ ( APACHE STYLE! / british style )
OUR CHEERS IS POWER POWER POWER~~~!!!!!

CRAZY CRAZY CRAZYYyyyy!!! THAT’s WHAT WE ARE TODAY!
omg, i cant describe how its like. its totally.. fabulous, awesome.. GREAT, superb, power.. omg wadeva u use to describe it!

HOP NITE WAS GREAT! omg, really like clubbing =.=” LOL BUt anw, APACHES RAWK LIKE MADDD!
Sub tribe 5 we are the best!
Loves the SLs.. they are like really so great! Oh my.

Mass dance was… OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG> MAD! LOL. WE set the new guiness record!!!!! freeze for one min when the song stop. imagine more than 1000 ppl doing tt! WHOA WHOA WHOAAAA!

I’ll continue more of it tmr. Its like so late now ><

BRANDON!!! our tribe emcee! HE IS GREAT! Sexy Latin dance~~LOVES!

SL – Antoinette!~ OUR SUBTRIBE LEADER! awesome!!

THere lots more pics. will take fr hwee san and the other SLs and upload soooon!

Good nite peepos! Happy friday!!!!!

Red Camp – Day 1 !

APACHES RULEZ!!!

lol, only the first day in Red camp and we all turn CRAZY!
SUPER HIGH AND ITS SOOOOO FREAKING FUN! loves Apaches cheers! vvvv cool=)

My voice is kinda hoarse now. sexy kind. Rofl, i bet everyone’s voice too ><
drink more water! eat more strepsils! lol still got 2 more days to go!

Today was great building tt gravity structures. lol! wad an experience and yeah trying on archery =)
Bowling was vvv funny. Had KFC for lunch!
oh my cant wait for tmr to come.

We are gonna rawk the red camp mansss!
Update more sooon~

Swim!

lol i went to swim instead of jogging just nw =)

50x breadth non stop woooot. its super cooling to swim in the evening! normally i swim in the morning cos i wana get tanned ;p but well, evening is not bad either. cooling, refreshing.
finally some healthy feel, ive been feeling so sick since O’s. SHIOKness ;p

im gonna turn in early today. Gotta wake up early tmr. it will be a FUN dayyyy!

Fulfilling.

Woke up at almost 12pm today ><” initial plan of going shafiq house w philo for tt sci / food channel was cancelled. hahahhaha, i tink my biological sets the alarm at this timing now =.=

oh yeah, after which met up with shafiq, philo, jia yin, faz, brandon & mich (came v late, lol) for lunch @ Simpang Bedok:D
Finally MILO DINOSAURRRR! nice to ve such mini outing like having bfast or lunch
Some more nxt time yea peepos!

Went our seperate ways aftr tt. Some went for lan, some went out. I went to find my mum at her office. haha and my nephew, Renfred, is there! He is really cuteeeee!

A snapshot of him ( He loooks even cuter when he smiles)

headed to Crystal house cos they wanna see Renfred. LOL they also played the video when we are v young. i was only ONE yrs old, and for my sis n crystal 4 yrs old. was laughing like mad. I seriously looked like PIKACHU =) and now i noe why i love pikachu so muchhhhh last time! HAHAHA. of cos i wont post tt unglam pic here la ><

lol, look closer. its MY SIS AND CRYSTAL. HAHAHA ;p

Just reached home. and its only 535 =.=” i was tinking of going for a jog. yeah i tink i shld

Cant wait for Red Camp tmr! i bet its gonna be fun fun FUN !

Serenade

Lazy for a long post.
All i can say is tt im enjoying life. too relaxing till it turns boring. haha

MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC. i love serenade by Schubert!
Bumblebee is still as nice as ever =)

Im having abnormal life these days. sleeping at midnite 2 3 am =.=
so wrong.

Im gonna sleep for 1 today i swear =)

Happy wk ahead! RED CAMP YAY!