Sometimes..

Happy, bcos there’s finally some…. holiday. its not a gd term but well just to make it sound NICER, its HOLIDAY yeah. k, its just national day. I LOVE SINGAPORE!~

SIAN, mum get to go Istana house in oct to perform her popiahhh. ACTUALLY IM IN OKAY, but UNFORTUNATELY it falls on the day of my EL O’s EXAM! ): ): SIGH. can take pic with S.R Nathan lehhhhhh. CRYSTAL, lucky you. you can go with my mummmm! I WAN LEH. HAIS.

ok nvm, mum say National day will be busy at e stalls.. hmm, she asked me to help out at the marine parade stall on sat. sigh, i feel bad not helping but ive tons of maths homewrk awaiting me. papers and papers. im still contemplating over tis. help pls ><

as prelim draws nearer, im getting mixed feelings every now and then.
ure a pathetic shit, bt how come ure still somewhere.. there? aw fk off.
its pissing me off, really. i nd to question myself everytime, and repeat countless times that ‘ you suck ‘.
get tt spell off me.

Olympics here. DAMN, i wanna watch. BUT SEEE, HOW CAN I WATCH?
its so .. wrong date. -.- I WAN TO WATCH LA I DONT CARE.

sigh, ok. tmr gonna play soccer (?) rofl.

tata all.

Inevitable.

Stress is inevitable. yes, i noe.
im having mix feelings , wondering if im Stress or NOT? haha.
my head hurts a big time i duno wad happened again, some come and go pain every few mins. its seriously a torture.

Neverending school work esp maths.
Bio AMK paper was tough i ve no idea wad they are talking abt ):
i realised theres so much thing i duno, and sth tts even more hilarious, prelims are nxt wk.
Prelims paper are not gona be easy i noe, its gona be the toughest teacher can tink of.

Ive been slpping like 9pm everyday. its absurd i noe, but my mental state dont allow me to carry on. the brain is not functioning properly, its too tired and i need rest to make it function well the nxt day.
so i slpt for 2 hrs just now when i came home, and there, the pain dont go.

its all abt RESILIENCE.

Everything seemed to be like a run. you noe the distance u nd to cover is too much, but u dont wish to stop. yr mentality of ‘ dont give up ‘ continues to spur you on. even if ure having the vry least bit of energy, the huge impact yr mentality can give you is totally amazing. Putting tis into the context of studies, cant i do the same? i mean yes im tired, yet i repeated countless time im not giving up..
BUT, when ur mind is saturated, nth goes in. its different, rite?

its all in your MIND.

Try.

mugging continues >>>>

白驹过隙。转眼间，这四年的中学生涯即将告一段落..

{ To be continued }

毕业感言 – 许维庭 (7) 4/2

白驹过隙。转眼间，这四年的中学生涯即将告一段落。。

记得第一天来到育青中学，感觉十分陌生但我却非常向往接下来在此校的中学生涯。接着，我渐渐感受到喜，怒，哀， 乐，同时也有了非一般的体验。

 

当选为学校的学长，身负重任，必须以身作则。的确，当了四年的学长，体验到的与同学和朋友有这一点不一样。能为学校尽一份力是我最大的荣幸。要尝试各种各样我未尝试过的东西，对我而言是极大的挑战。 例如：举办各种学校活动，在全校面前演讲，参加十分考耐力的领导训练，等。从一个不敢在众人面前发言的小女子到一个能非常自信地在全校面前发言的少女，这个过程功劳归于学校给予我的机会，老师的耐心教导，更重要的是 – 朋友们的支持！

 

当然，朋友占据了我中学生涯最大的一部分。少了他们，我难以想象我会多么的孤独寂寞。他们的热忱，他们的笑声，他们不断的鼓励，是我最大的推动力。每一次当我因受不了压力而又想放弃的念头时，他们总会在我身边助我一臂之力。这四年来，我结交了许多好友。尤其是和我同班四年志同道合的朋友 –  筱筠 。 她不只和我同班，还和我参加了同一个课外活动 – 羽球。同样的，她也当了我四年的羽球排挡！ 还记得有一次参加了羽球比赛，竟然能打进下一回合。这可能对别人来说并不是一件值得骄傲的事，但对我们来说，这是多么大的成就啊！虽然始终还是败在强手下，我们还是十分高兴。一起度过魔鬼般的体能训练，一起成长，一起奋斗，这一切是多么难忘。。

 

另一位我非提到她不可的就是在中一，中二，和我同班的马来朋友 – Shahida. 我们是从中一被选为学长时认识的。中三时，我们一起被选为学长社的副总统 。 时常都一起安排学校的活动。记得每一次，我们都因为压力而几乎崩溃了。但她终会打起精神，鼓励我，让我还有动力继续不手头上的事务完成。每当我遇到一些不顺心的事而落泪时，她终会静静的坐在我身旁，拍拍我的肩旁来表示她对我的关心。我哭，她也会陪着我一起哭。我笑，她也会开心地笑。这么了解我的朋友实在是难得啊，所以我非庆幸能找到那么好的朋友。

 

除了朋友以外，我也非常庆幸能有一个那么棒的班！浓厚的凝聚力， 是我班最大的特点。我们大多数都来自不同的中二班级。中三时，缘分把我们凑成实力派的一班，十分难得！难忘；这是一个充满热情的一班。即使都来自各个不同班级，聚在一起，仿佛已经是相识多年的老朋友，感觉十分亲切，十分熟悉！这么独特的一班，我怎能忘记呢？

 

现在，中学生涯已接近尾声，眼看就要毕业了！只剩下一个多月的时间就要考 ‘O’ 水准，压力也象火箭般急速的增加。华文 ‘O’ 水准成绩也即将放榜了！我对这次的成绩要求是能拿到一个A. 希望真的能如愿以偿吧！

 

接下来，我必须在这剩下的日子做最后的冲刺了！一定要对得起自己和父母，老师，不要让他们失望。

 

告别中学生涯，是我人生另一个阶段的开始。
学会了怎么爬，怎么走，怎么跑，现在是时候学怎么飞了！

 

<EnD>

 

un-bearable.

Saturday used to be a great day but not now..
yes, i mugged practically the whole day.
8-10am : phy Remedial
-mac bfast with jia yin-
Mugggggggg… till the library close at 9 -.-

DId amaths differentiation ws, woodlands ring paper, emaths mensuration, emaths quadratic.. -.- and i take the whole time to do all tis. maths maths.. mathss… zZz.
wells, jiayin mich and cassini went off kinda early. so i hang on till 9. and well lucky enough, theres fireworks! yeah so clear and nice becos National library is nearrrr the stadium (: ppl stop their work and all gather at the window, just to enjoy the few seconds of breathtaking sight.. i just sat there and watch, my legs are stuck to the ground. Cold, and my mind is full of maths -.-

Haven complete quadratic Equations, i’ll finish up e last few qn aftr tis post ):
lotsa homewrk more. SS – SBQ, Eng rewriting of letter, 2 Chem Sch papers….. ….
everything is due on monday, crap.
& also memorising phy expts by tues..

sigh, understnd the meaning of no life, true enough it suck to e core.
as mention by mrs quek, we seemed to be the COOL batch cos we dont seem to be anxious abt the upcoming prelims.
ha i do agree, i duno. theres nth inside to push. all i noe is – U either take the A1 or get the F9.

off to CONTINUE my mugging. fyi its 10.30 now.
i’ll be gd frenz with coffee nw. ( even though its kinda useless )

loves all.

when its drawing nearer..

went jogging again! today i manage to regain my usual self and complete running ard my estate w/o stopping ytd i got stop ): but nvm! i feel more refresh! and and i get to see handsome dogs everytime ;p

well wells, sch in sch today was.. okay? =.= nth much to say cos its kinda no life except talking with frensss haha sy u really got tht editor look luh ;p and yeah had some careeer talking with the girlfrenz (: nicee one.

cooling down nw so im typing this short post =x
oh anw, 4/2 class tee is gna be soo cool =x HAHAHA. Coming Soooooon~

take care all! tis wk will be math wk -.-” HOMEWRK.
i nd to love studying nw, seriously.

tata <3s