hello night.

today is friday(: still it is e best day of e wk afterall
lessons was so light today. infact its like no lesson today. haha. slackkkk =p
anws, was down with headaches when i reach home. bth.. >< i tink im falling sick sooner or ltr -.-”
okayy , slpt awhile n met the rest at bdk mrt. hahha saw runting!!! lols! gt damn high =x alrite, she told me a vry fantastic stry =p kp is going manssss. hahaha those damn rascal

went there. n my headache nvr fail to irritate me -.-” well sat alone at O, but but i still enjoyed. (:
saw ling hui (: yayyyyy miss her lots!! i’ll upload pics tmr. =x lazy noww.
Brillante II was great =) great performers! idaaaa, zamir n fazwin! u guys were fabulousss!;)
n of cos all e performers, they were great (:

aftr tt waited fr idaa. haha, kayyy she has got someone accompaniment =p dun disturbbb =p!
but my headache worsen. HAHAHAHAHA. laughs. i missed like 4 train, i just sat there n stone. no strength to move. hahaha, but i pull myself up (: i walk n walk n walk. hahaha!
okayyy let me tell you, its really great to walk at nite.
esp when all e shops close, n streets r empty. =x k u may say im a saddist, but try it mans its great =x
daytona standard dropp, time crisis out of order. LOL. but i managed to get entertainment by tt =p (ps: ida, hahaha u cant find me =p ) so.. tis is how i conquer my headache (: good way good way uh. lols. ‘ida enjoyed, sy enjoyed, im happy =p be it if its walking alone or with anyone out there, i tink there’s always sth great abt it. its more clear to tink at nite; i realised (: there’s nothing in this world that’s call lonely, its a matter of hw u feel of yrself. im always sure tt there’s others who stand by me, i wont say lonely easily. haha if i really do, i tink tt’d be when im feeling the worst. (: there’s great family , great frenz, why lonely? hahaha. so ppl, dont ever tink yrself as a lonesome. even if ure walking alone, nvr feel tt way. perhaps in a way or another, u feels weird if u walk alone in e crowd, yet its when uve all the freedom. (:

nite nvr fails to make me feel more relieved. i duno why, i just love to walk in e nite even though i had v lil chance to do so. the air just feel more fresh n the hectic moments in the day just seemed to vanish. as if ure having all the freedom u like. in e day, it feels too bright, u see too many things , making yr eyes tired. in e nite, there’s nothing tt bothers you.breathe in, u’ll feel v good (:
as i tot tru today, perhaps life is really really just like a piece of stupid blank paper. but haha, there’s plenty of usage fr it! u can draw, fold, write, etc etc. black n white? hahaha AS YOU WISH (: decisions r made by us, u wan it be black n white or filled w colours, it all depends on you yourself. n perhaps somethings more emotional to you – its like a glass mug tt breaks. once broken, even if u use the best glue on earth to glue it back, u can nvr use it to fill water or drinks anymore. all u can is to use it to put things tts non liquid. it can be used to describe frenships, or rship i guess. haha. tink deeper into it, it is rather true.

so ive tot it tru tonite (: im gonna put everything off n study hard. yes its only 2 wks to mid yr. haha, but i dont wanna ve a burn out =/ im gna study n relax luh. but ive decided, at least i wanna achieve was i can achieve, n not turn everything into a waste even if i nd to help my mum, i’ll take my bks to do hw there, study there. too much procrastination previously, its time to wake up. haha its APRIL alrdy ppl. (: to all taking O lvls, jia youuuuuu! we may nt be the best, but working hard n not regretting will be the best of the best (:

many times, ppl tend to ve many personalities in them . even though i duno how, but yes they do seemed to ve =x i duno how to put it, its just whoa they ve many many masks. so when they’re alone, they’re nothing bt an empty face. u see no beauty , neither do u see any glam in them. this kind of ppl live life in a tedious way. cos if u chnge too many masks, all u will feel is suffocating n tired (: agree? ;p k i duno y m i saying so much nw. but i supposed its all tt i wanna say in my heart. how i feel , my point of view of diff things.
maybe im kinda stressed out by school. -.-” but yessss i noe i can bear it tru! like wad all teachers have been saying, its only gonnabe a few more months. we study fr this O lvls fr FOUR YRS! so its just a few more months, everything will be over from now on, im gonna motivate myself. even if i dun get any motivation fr the ppl ard me, i’ll do it myself. typical aries wont chnge her mind easily. stubborn is her way, so dont try to chnge it (: haha! get a direction rite, n move on. be it u wanna turn leftor right, there’s always diff things u’ll see at e end of e day (:
im curious abt my own future. hw m i gna be, hw life is nxt time. haha. i duno why ppl fear of facing it, but im sure im nt fearful of it. infact, im looking frward to it (: challenges r thrilling to me, it test my own limits always. but as wad we always say, we wont always give in our 100% to wad we do. n i totally agree (: cos maybe at e end of e day, all u get is disappointment. ‘i tried my best’ , the big main words tt comforts all aftr every ssetbacks or success.   so how best it yr best? hahaha! tts my big qn. yet my ans to it is, my best is all u noe in yr heart, hw u tink u really fair, e effort n nt e success or failure. dont deceive yrself by saying u try yr best when u noe u have nt (: its nvr gna work. haha.

i tink ive typed a v long post here. dont bother reading if u tink its v wordy =x butbutbut, i dont care luh. my blogggg =p i’ve all e more the rite to write how i feels
Tomorrow will always be a better day! yesyesyes tis is wad tt spurts me on everyday! smile it off mans =D

i hate mono life. so i’d rather u give me all the challenges. (:
i love how im now. so pls dont destroy it. becos whenever i feel satisfied wif my life, there’s always things tt destroy my satisfaction ><
so im gonna last n chiong tru my nite study starting nxt wk. (:

gambatteh ppl! (: 4/2 JIA YOU! u can do it, i can do it, everyone can do it! (:
its the greatest class ive ever been to. n im v thnkful fr tt (:
LOVE <3s