midst of exam
helloo hello. alrite, today we had ss and emaths paper >< ss was alrite fr SEQ but, sbq i din finish e last qn-.-” e maths.. also alot of careless. wth, ok lets just let it be (: since its over, YAY!
but nxt wk gona be a crazy one. consecutive four days of exams.. n almost all with 2 papers? -.-”
anws, i just slp fr like 6 hrs? i came home n went to slp….. tts ard 4plus, den i woke up ard 10? =x nt v long ago. headache is bad bad bad ): n im vvvv tired ):
k i ve no idea, but yes im v tired. if nt fr my dad calling me, i might still be aslp nw :S
tmr’s labour day. bt fr students like us, its study day luhhh.
friday gotta physics paper. n frankly, i din really revise anth besides doing e past yr paper mrs quek give =x tmr is a chiong-ing day.. omg, i dont like tis.
ok luh, actually i got nth to post also.
like 933 guan tou ju cang – ming pai nu lang (:
today’s eps is touchingg… ><
alrite, im ending here. update sooon.
take care (:
Music <3s
sorry.
ha, well language papers over! had nvr score fr language, so dont ask me how is it ><
well anw, friday had been a.. not v gd day. im sry ida, really sorry ): we shall always talk things out now okay, be it wadeva it is.. im sorry to almost everyone. if u tink i owe u an apology, here it is.i duno why, i just tink tt i owe others a sorry >< & to those who wanna ask those stupid qns, pls ask me rite in my face, not ida. i simply detest ppl who make things so complicated. omg, fk.
alrite anw, saturday is a GAY DAY! i saw a super gayy.. he’s wearing a while HEELS, shawl, shades, earrings… >< but his hair is a guy hair. and omg, his legs are…. ><” its not nice =.=” haha! ida saw gay too =p
btw, i went esplanade library to study on sat (: its really condusive dere 
and they had free piano performance by a jap pianist! mansss, im plain lucky. tt grand piano is finally opened (: and his pieces… is whoa (: manage to record abit =x hehe.
as fr today, i had piano lessons (: wheee my chopin concerto no.1 is pretty nt bad (: hee, im gonna lern the complete one aftr exam. i swear. =p den i helped out my mum at e stall. well, her new stall coming up at chinatown – good place (: den went to cold storage n replenish my stock at home =x its v pathetic to open my fridge in e morning n its almost empty -.-” im hungry. n i filled almost e whole trolley =S ya me alone. mummy gave me money to buy (: my fav place still – supermarket =x haha! so total, i spent $119 on tt. -.-” k.. but im vvvv happy cos my fridge finally have things! can cook, can eat had a hard time going home =x thnks to a kindsoul tt hold e gate fr me. cos my hands are all busy… so manyy packets… gosh. no one at home, dang i carry alone. HA, its pretty satisfying (:
& i begin to pack my fridge, its really messy -.-” i dont like. and tadahhh, its so neat n nice nw! =D
…$199…..><
then i packed all my foolscaps.. which consist of all the notes n ws -.-” finally its all in e right place now. i took 1.5 hr to do tt. wth =x filingggg.
i din really study today, feel v bad. its exam period, yet.. im slacking. okay, i duno wads my plan. just, chionging fr the nxt few days.
All the best to everyoneee! GAMBATTEH! must jia you! 
Concertos :)
sunday sunday! alrites, went fr piano lesson today n i showd my teacher the scores , hahaha shes v happy cos its her fav piece. okayy im really gna get Chopin concerto book & she sent me Rachmaninov concerto ! oh myyyy its equally nice. but she say’s no.2 is bttr than no.3 (: shld i order the score online? :/
okay i actually wanna upload the concertos video by langlang, but youtube gt sme problems ):
anw, ytd went studying@ esplanade wif ida,syahidin n cohen. k i must say its really gd to study thre. its just nice to like look out of e window, n u see the great scenery (: wanted to catch forbidden kingdom but e cinemas r all full >< alrite, day ended kinda badly bt i dont really care luh. i just tink i shld throw all e stuffs away (: so me n cohen ended up scolding ppls all e way -.-” ok, ppl tt we detest, ppl tt makes our blood boils if we seem em =x bt wadeva it is, wads over is over (: & all i can do, its to laugh at all tt happened. serious, tts e only thing i can do nw. LOL.
im so in love with the stairway to heaven soundtrack these few days =x kkkkkk.. i really love the chopin concerto no.1 . its like repeating in my mind mansss. <3s! im gna join e premium member of esplanade library i dun care, all i wan is those scores :p theres plenty plentyyyyy.
alrite,i shld really set aside all this, mye starts on thurs.
danggggggg.
studied 3 chaps of bio today. >< i noe its v lil, but i did study.
i’ll upload e video sooon
shall study nw, off i go tata.
marathon day
helloo blog! today is 4/2’s marathon day. as in, tests. haha! we just had tests fr the whole day longg, absolutely NO lesson =x
eng vocab test was first, PE 2.4 nxt >< k my timing was 13.30 min – my fastest so far.. while running my legs are alrdy giving up on the 2nd rd, but my mind kp me moovinggggggg! lol, i chiong the last half cos my tummy is aching -.-” okay anw, aftr recess we had e maths test, chinese test, phy tests and lastly, that stupid oral.
oral.. ok i summarise : the tigress just sucks, SUCK and i blive everyone will agree (:
basically my whole body is like super tired when i reached home -.-” but i decided to go to esplanade library. ve been dragging on fr wks alrdy, so might as well just GO (:
okayy, i just love e place. its vvv quiet, i tink its so much bttr than normal libraries out there =x
k.. my main motive is to find music scores. (: and i found the book of scores which have the whole soundtrack of Stairway to Heaven ! k so i chose that bk. not member cannt borrow, so i photocopied (: they got machine there, v convenient (:
suddenly i heard someone singing…. whoa! the cafe has a small stage, n there goes a lady playing her guitar n singing with accompaniment with a keyboard player. mans, i just sat there n listen.. its just luxury to my ear! live performance is just awesome! (:
recorded a lil. =x just listen, cos i paiseh to like record her singing =x alot of ppl. haha! she sounded v nice too =p
im just vvvv happy! went to katong n bind it, den head home to have dinner with my family. yay
alrite, so its 10 pm =x i chiong home n start playing e pieces.
side read the whole bk… its like the first piece ‘ wahhhh NICENICE!! ‘ den when i finish, and start the nxt piece , its like ‘ wahhhhh OMGOMGOMG v nice! ‘ and i practically side read the whole bk =.=
VERY NICE ! gonna lern Chopin Concerto soon.. its just tooooooo nice, i cannt tahan =x mesmerized by the melodious tunes. danggg, awesome. gonna borrow the whole chopin concerto. lol. so i played for one hr plus.. side reading everything. there’s plenty inside, im becoming more awake
my mum was sitting in e living room, she heard me saying wah wah and wahhh.. den she also wahhh. LOL! k i promised her to lern the piece and play her at nite
satisfication? not now.
seriously im nt feeling v well now. im going to do an emo post, so just close e window if u dont wanna ve yr mood spoilt (: ty.
its tedious, esp sch work. i must say the upcoming friday wont be a vry nice one. cos its gonna be filled with all the tests. frm the beginning to e end of the day. no longer a happy friday. likewise, nxt wk will be exam. so , no more happy fridayss.. ):
i told myself ; even if no one is motivating me, i’ll still have to and must motivate myself to move on this has been in my mind. so i often ignore ppl ard me. perhaps e more i care , the more i noe, the worse i’ll feel. tink deeper into it, u’ll find wad i say do make sense. (: see i told u, once im satisfied with my life like wad i mentioned earlier on, some things will definitely destroy tt. haha, bingo!
seriously, i duno wad to do and wad to say. all i wanna do is live life my way, ignore ppl tt i dun wanna even care. ignorance is bliss? so ive dragged innocent ppl into e matter, i do feel bad. not tt im not human.. n not to mention, im v sensitive when it concerns ppl’s feelings. not only mine, its e ppl ard me. i do look as if i dun care, hahaha cos i tot thats the only way to stay out fr anth (: so might as well just hack care. rite? so nw, one more ppl is into it. im v sorry, sorry. i duno why, but im saying sorry always. to everyone out there, somehow i just feel tt its all my wrong. so when anyone says its my fault, i seriously dont mind. go ahead n say, cos i agree with tt
i always say this. u dont tell me how to do it, just tell me wad u wan me to do. get straight to e pt. perhaps im too direct, to e pt i’ll hurt anyone out there. i apologise fr tt. but i really cant help it. all u nd to do, its to TELL ME WAD TO DO. (: there isnt a nd to get so many ppl involved. i dont like this, i detest it. i hate making ppl feel weird, as in, feel that they’re in e middle n can do nothing. its nvr a good way to treat ppl like this, really, never. tink it this way, put yrself in his/her shoes. how’d u feel? emo, haha i hate this word too. n i hate ppl who does tt (: no matter hw much u emo, how must comfort is given, all u end up is still consistenly emo-ing. how great, i shall respect u fr tt. i tot my life is damn good now u see, really.
when u can no longer cry at e matter, all u can do is – laugh.
sometimes, its just nothing tt u can do, nothing u can say even though u feel like saying lots of things. so why not, just laughh. haha.
nitemares no longer seemed scary to me. cos ive found out, reality is much more scarier (:
but hw? u cant do anth. everyday is unexpected, it is just like how unexpected every dream can be.
nitemare makes me scream, fear, cry.
but reality makes me scream, fear n cry even much more..
now, im feeling super unwell. knee gives me stupid probs.. mentally,all i can say is im tired. i dun wanna break down nxt wk during exam, so fr e vry least, tmr. feverish headaches on and off these days. i hate that.. im really not feeling well.
tell me everything is gonna be fine. .
mugggggg.
alrite finally i can upload picss (: Brillante II (:
lols! nah sy! MR LOO ;D
sheauyunnnn (:
yeahhh fazwin! ure great mans.
miss her loadss! CHICKENN!N!!! linghui <3s!
oh n tis is fr ida (:
yay alriteee (: had nite study today.. ><
sy brought popcorn. ROFL! but we ended finishing it tgt with jingyin chioulooi n jiamin =p
alrite shall MUG HARD NOW! nxt wk MID YRRR>>> danngggggg.
jia you everyone!(:
hello night.
today is friday(: still it is e best day of e wk afterall
lessons was so light today. infact its like no lesson today. haha. slackkkk =p
anws, was down with headaches when i reach home. bth.. >< i tink im falling sick sooner or ltr -.-”
okayy , slpt awhile n met the rest at bdk mrt. hahha saw runting!!! lols! gt damn high =x alrite, she told me a vry fantastic stry =p kp is going manssss. hahaha those damn rascal
went there. n my headache nvr fail to irritate me -.-” well sat alone at O, but but i still enjoyed. (:
saw ling hui (: yayyyyy miss her lots!! i’ll upload pics tmr. =x lazy noww.
Brillante II was great =) great performers! idaaaa, zamir n fazwin! u guys were fabulousss!;)
n of cos all e performers, they were great (:
aftr tt waited fr idaa. haha, kayyy she has got someone accompaniment =p dun disturbbb =p!
but my headache worsen. HAHAHAHAHA. laughs. i missed like 4 train, i just sat there n stone. no strength to move. hahaha, but i pull myself up (: i walk n walk n walk. hahaha!
okayyy let me tell you, its really great to walk at nite.
esp when all e shops close, n streets r empty. =x k u may say im a saddist, but try it mans its great =x
daytona standard dropp, time crisis out of order. LOL. but i managed to get entertainment by tt =p (ps: ida, hahaha u cant find me =p ) so.. tis is how i conquer my headache (: good way good way uh. lols. ‘ida enjoyed, sy enjoyed, im happy =p be it if its walking alone or with anyone out there, i tink there’s always sth great abt it. its more clear to tink at nite; i realised (: there’s nothing in this world that’s call lonely, its a matter of hw u feel of yrself. im always sure tt there’s others who stand by me, i wont say lonely easily. haha if i really do, i tink tt’d be when im feeling the worst. (: there’s great family , great frenz, why lonely? hahaha. so ppl, dont ever tink yrself as a lonesome. even if ure walking alone, nvr feel tt way. perhaps in a way or another, u feels weird if u walk alone in e crowd, yet its when uve all the freedom. (:
nite nvr fails to make me feel more relieved. i duno why, i just love to walk in e nite even though i had v lil chance to do so. the air just feel more fresh n the hectic moments in the day just seemed to vanish. as if ure having all the freedom u like. in e day, it feels too bright, u see too many things , making yr eyes tired. in e nite, there’s nothing tt bothers you.breathe in, u’ll feel v good (:
as i tot tru today, perhaps life is really really just like a piece of stupid blank paper. but haha, there’s plenty of usage fr it! u can draw, fold, write, etc etc. black n white? hahaha AS YOU WISH (: decisions r made by us, u wan it be black n white or filled w colours, it all depends on you yourself. n perhaps somethings more emotional to you – its like a glass mug tt breaks. once broken, even if u use the best glue on earth to glue it back, u can nvr use it to fill water or drinks anymore. all u can is to use it to put things tts non liquid. it can be used to describe frenships, or rship i guess. haha. tink deeper into it, it is rather true.
so ive tot it tru tonite (: im gonna put everything off n study hard. yes its only 2 wks to mid yr. haha, but i dont wanna ve a burn out =/ im gna study n relax luh. but ive decided, at least i wanna achieve was i can achieve, n not turn everything into a waste even if i nd to help my mum, i’ll take my bks to do hw there, study there. too much procrastination previously, its time to wake up. haha its APRIL alrdy ppl. (: to all taking O lvls, jia youuuuuu! we may nt be the best, but working hard n not regretting will be the best of the best (:
many times, ppl tend to ve many personalities in them . even though i duno how, but yes they do seemed to ve =x i duno how to put it, its just whoa they ve many many masks. so when they’re alone, they’re nothing bt an empty face. u see no beauty , neither do u see any glam in them. this kind of ppl live life in a tedious way. cos if u chnge too many masks, all u will feel is suffocating n tired (: agree? ;p k i duno y m i saying so much nw. but i supposed its all tt i wanna say in my heart. how i feel , my point of view of diff things.
maybe im kinda stressed out by school. -.-” but yessss i noe i can bear it tru! like wad all teachers have been saying, its only gonnabe a few more months. we study fr this O lvls fr FOUR YRS! so its just a few more months, everything will be over from now on, im gonna motivate myself. even if i dun get any motivation fr the ppl ard me, i’ll do it myself. typical aries wont chnge her mind easily. stubborn is her way, so dont try to chnge it (: haha! get a direction rite, n move on. be it u wanna turn leftor right, there’s always diff things u’ll see at e end of e day (:
im curious abt my own future. hw m i gna be, hw life is nxt time. haha. i duno why ppl fear of facing it, but im sure im nt fearful of it. infact, im looking frward to it (: challenges r thrilling to me, it test my own limits always. but as wad we always say, we wont always give in our 100% to wad we do. n i totally agree (: cos maybe at e end of e day, all u get is disappointment. ‘i tried my best’ , the big main words tt comforts all aftr every ssetbacks or success. so how best it yr best? hahaha! tts my big qn. yet my ans to it is, my best is all u noe in yr heart, hw u tink u really fair, e effort n nt e success or failure. dont deceive yrself by saying u try yr best when u noe u have nt (: its nvr gna work. haha.
i tink ive typed a v long post here. dont bother reading if u tink its v wordy =x butbutbut, i dont care luh. my blogggg =p i’ve all e more the rite to write how i feels
Tomorrow will always be a better day! yesyesyes tis is wad tt spurts me on everyday! smile it off mans =D
i hate mono life. so i’d rather u give me all the challenges. (:
i love how im now. so pls dont destroy it. becos whenever i feel satisfied wif my life, there’s always things tt destroy my satisfaction ><
so im gonna last n chiong tru my nite study starting nxt wk. (:
gambatteh ppl! (: 4/2 JIA YOU! u can do it, i can do it, everyone can do it! (:
its the greatest class ive ever been to. n im v thnkful fr tt (:
LOVE <3s
hahaha sis came back frm hk! (: mansss. she bought me a so called tripod. just smaller (: wheeeee! den crystal bought me a vvvv nice set of chopsticks! yay! i like chopsticks ;p house got wooden, metal.. now this one is damn style (: hahs! n a cuteee keychain (: tyty!! =D
vic jie jie pressie..i just find it vvv nice ;D
thnk you crystalll!! (:
it can be extended longer loveeee!
tts all. im happy (: hahaha!
finally e worst part of e wk past (: past 2 days ve been waking up at 4 to study -.-” im gna slp early today!! ><
anws, im so surprised by my a maths test result! ive got 19/25! so it A1!! hope i can maintain it =x have nvr scored so well fr amath bfore 
chem common test today, all i can say is i tried my best alrdy -.-” but itink cant get A or wad. pass? shld be can luh =.= if nt i’ll go speechless.
oh well last wk ive received bday pressies fr chioulooi fr the belt, chongboon fr e cap and vicki jie jie fr the wallet (omggg, like vvvv exp =x !) really thnks alottt (: (:
Nafa test was.. ok? i duno, not vvvv well. but okay luh. i hate SBJ tts all -.- bt i break my record fr shuttle run. 11.01! (: yeahhh.tis friday gonna be the 2.4, hohoho, dead. zZ. aftr the 5 stations my knee get worse as compared to running 9 rds ard e field? k it suck.
manage to pull tru today. im seriously stoning in class. lol! thnks cohen fr the sweet, if nt i’ll alrdy be slpping away lessons…. >< ive no comments. ohh bio, LOL i tot of sth. mrs tang said bout visua n audio learners. so.. i tot its a gd reason to use if ure caught slpping n tell her tt, ‘ heyyy! im an audio lerner!! (: ‘ hahaha! k i noe its lame ;p well well, tmr will be having entrep. day & speech day (: yayyyy. looking forward! and friday Brillante II (: but sadddd, i cant sit wif my class ): cos i bought the tic ltr than them by.. a few mins -.-” stupidd. but nvm, i’m gna enjoy still
sis , crystal n aunt coming back fr HK today. arriving ltr (: yayyyyyy. i can get my pressie! ;p
sure they had funnnn. its shopping heaven there i supposed. hahaha!
alrite, tts all fr today (: gonna faster study vocab test n yeahhhh, i tink i shall watch new show =x
but…. MID YR IS IN 2 WKS TIMEEEE! DIE.
night study starts nxt wk. ><” tis wk shall be the last wk to enjoy alrdy..
take care all (:
