look ahead:) no mre turning back.

its wed (: halfway tru e wk -.-
anw, i had eng common test. pretty ok bt i still doubt i’ll pass or score fr it =/
school is still the same. bt im glad im doing a math, yes i did. at least nw i understnd e rate of chnge thngy (:

went fr badm aftr sch. n ive got a knee shock while climbing up e stairs. ): yes im like so damn shocked! i tot eh wth wad is happening. >< so i walked vry slowlyy.. den aftr tt it recovers n i went fr badm. i love it, the feeling of being able to hit shuttles, to run. u’ll nvr noe how great it feels. to be bac in to court aftr so longg. i hate wearing knee guards or worrying here n dere. haha, any miracle medi or sth? =D i’ll be vry vry happie if there is =p

alrite, bio SPA tmr ): enzymeeesss. eh why must it be on enzymes uh, i dont like the expt on tt topic ): BOO. bt its tmr luh. T.T

ive been slpping vry vry vry early these days. i can just fal aslp if im on my bed. hah, its really really weird. i too tired? i duno. hahaha but i feel energetic e nxt day if i slp early. really (: i slpt like 9 or 10 or maybe 8 plus accidentally. =/ bt omg, i feel damn nice e nxt day (: lol, so fr nw onwards i’ll try to slp early. haha i will.

look ahead, haha ive been telling myself this all these days. there’s no turning back fr anth, everything, unless uve got super power. (: life is so unexpectable, u really cant expect much. uve gt to treasure all u ve , cherish- is e word.  all u can do is laugh at yrself, laugh at all e things tt happened, n not cry fr it. (: ive gotta thnks things tt happened im not having nite mares nowadays, im thankful. but my dream is filled wif other things tt made me teary every morning. hah, just laugh. nt cry(: i love my life now, i love hw i am tinking much mre maturely n tinking much mre fr my future. there’s nvr goona be a nxt time of such stupidity. ive realised, understnd, n lern to be benevolent. correct word? hah i duno luh:/ just understnd things in different pt of views, tts all. lernt it this way, i shld be thnkful. thnk u fr letting my grow up, i really do felt tt i am.

i still love how stars shine, hw beautiful a rainbw is, e use of arcade, e cloudss tt are soo pure white, e sun tt brighten up tis world, e calming nite, e breeze, e loveliness of flowers, the  cuteness of bears, e innocence of kids. all these are great. (:
& i still love all e memories i have in my 15 yrs of life. its meant to be rmbed, i dont delete tt.   so ppl, love who u are, love what ure born wif, love who ure with n love everyone who loves you (:

haha.

take care all dearies! time to study =)