Everything needs to change.

Yesterday & Today were the days that made me realize the need for a change.

Ytd was a good talk with Ambs ppl & seniors. I’m really grateful to have them around (:  I felt relieved and glad that i’m not the only one feeling like this, but at the same time i felt upset and pretty disappointed. Because this isnt wad i expected. I’m thankful for the one solid family i have in Ambs. Everyone feels for each other, its so real..

& Island Creamery is super nicee

It kept me thinking real  hard when im on the way home.. It kind of bothered me for the rest of the day.

Sigh.

Anw set this aside,

Today, I felt good cracking on BMGT proj and it really keeps me interested and excited about all the ideas and everything.. But only just now, i get to know a whole lot of different problems.
BMGT, DSS, School projects & wad u call PBL is nothing compared to all the real-life problems.. I felt kind of like a grown-up when both my parents sat beside me trying to explain and tell me the problems, talk business. I’m glad they shared how they feel and make me understand the difficulties. Yet again, i felt useless because it is not any simple problem sum tt i can solve using paper and pen.

I suddenly felt that.. things need to change.
Its time.
Even my sis agreed to it.

Me myself, my life, theirs & everything needs to change..

You’re Beautiful

My most recent drama addiction. “You’re Beautiful”

I love their version of “Fly me to the moon” I love e piano too ;p

Park Shin hye. She’s one of the most promising korean actress i’ve seen So young and talented! SHE DANCE DAMN WELL TOO! gosh. Ok enough of my kdrama-ing now.

TIME TO STUDY HARD FOR CT!

So many things so many proj so manyyyyyyy stuffs to do. >.<

Gambatteh everyboddyyyy <3s

Remember.

I know this is kinda late but i really shld do up a thank you post for everyone, esp ppl in Red Camp 6!

I really love you guys! I duno how shld i put it but it kinda overwhelmed me when red camp’s over.. We all became so close like a family during the camp, we hug we joy we laugh we sing we dance tgt! See all the smiles on yr faces? Enthusiasm, Fun, Craziness, Joy, & wellz, some hecticness.. WE ARE SO HAPPY! & Im sure we’ll always be becos of the awesome time we’ve all spent tgt! How i wish red camp never ended. But its ok! I know our friendships will be forever and it’ll grow even stronger! LOVES TO ALL OF YOU SLs! <3s

It was a new and cool experience for me. As an SL. Rmb when i was a camper last year, its wayyy different! haha now i know. Its so coool to see how the campers cheer and go crazy (just like i did and everyone else) :p

Was the Bus SLs too & I tink i really ve met an awesome bunch of ppl..
Haha a totally new experience holding the umbrellas out in the rain, sheltering e campers, and some even got drench.
You ppl are loved <3s

 

 

RED CAMP 6!

It was.. A BLAST!

SPARTANS.

I love you guys. I’ve felt so together with all of you before.. just like a family =)

Shar & Shanya. Our fabulous CSLs! <3s

More updates to come….!

YAY!

Oh?

Went back to sch for bus recce in the aftrnn. Gotta thnks my sis for fetching me ard.. cos i cant make it for the 4pm recce, i tink i shld familiarise with the routes again =x dont wanna screw up during RC itself.

Then crystal & me went to the Liang wenyin’s music vid session thingy even though we are not her fans.. =x nothing much actually, but the fans are really…. high. (liang wenyin herself isnt there -.-). K an enjoyable exp since ive got a handwritten thank you card. LOL! oh n i saw Izzul! omg, i see him everywhere.. in school, n now at cineleisure haha!

In fact, i like jia hui more =x She’s awesome when it comes to acting in the radio drama (:

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Pretty upset that the ensemble didnt call or notify me.. Guess if they didnt call tmr, i shall email them n ask =x Really wanna get in badly. Sigh.

It feels like an emo night i duno why =x I love the night air. I haven study for POA quiz on monday.. Tmr will be a proj day.

You n yourself; nothing else. Empty, cold, sad, helpless, tired.. blah blah shit. It’ll simply bother u.

Off for now!

画沙.

20.

HAPPY HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY HONG WEI LING!

Haha, yeah its my sis’s 20th birthday. BIG “2″ Got her a super awesome moisturizer cos her hands are always dry due to excessive use of SUPER GLUE to build her models=/ And a necklace! From crystal

Had Shokudo @ Raffles city! Mans, its awesome. hehe esp when there’s a neoprint machine in it! & for the first time, i took neoprint with my wholeeee family <3s! I love tonight

Haha! that’s her Bday “cake”

(she wanted to point at the nipples =x) HAHA!

Ling & Ting.

Crystal & her mum.

Mum & Dad <3s!

&…

!!!

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Besides this, Im really soooo excited for Red Camp 6!
blogged ytd at Red Blog! So funnn!

But due to the camp, im gonna miss 3 days lesson.. so its means, i must complete my tutorials in adv >.<
oh nooo…

&im so worried. ): e ensemble ppl nvr notify me yet ): sigh.

Okay nvm! HAPPY FRIDAY ALL ! <3s I’m so lucky today. I anyhow smsed in 933 and i got free pair of priority passes for Liang wenyin’s music event thingy.. (even though i m not really her fan..i only noe 1 song of hers =x) but well, its sooo cool! got 2 tics, gna go with crystal tmr:)

who says friday the 13th is bad? mine was awesome!

Loves.

 

 

 

One chance & I’ll Shine.

Love them lots.. Great time catching up with ya’ll <3s!

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I’m so nervous now becos its the interview/audition tmr.. I had the most intensive n strenuous piano lesson ever today. But im so thankful for it! I feel like i’ve improved a pretty huge bit. The piece still can’t flow.. the notes are still unclear last wkend.

If only theres only music without reality, that would be awesome.

But wellz, back to reality, i haven do my bmgt tut hw tmr.. i duno how m i gonna do it now.. so screwed.
My mind is repeating the tunes of the piece im playing.
Thnk you Ben for giving sucha constructive comments! & Thnk those who listened to it n gave me comments abt it! i really appreciate it

Best of luck to me tmr.

Loves.

Courage & Passion.

Rain. Rain. Rain. Good or bad? 
(randomness~)

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Anyway,

I’ve been stucked to make a decision for the past few days.. (or rather months, just tt i decided to make it clear during e past few days). So i’ve made a huge decision of leaving lifesaving & joining klavierensemble (piano ensemble). Since i’ll be taking my examz nxt yr, i really shld focus on one thing rather than trying to juggle both at once. Furthermore, i love piano way more than lifesaving (i like lifesaving, just not as much as piano? piano has been in me since pri sch >.<).

Considering the pros & cons; if theres lifesaving competitions nxt year, there’ll be more more trainings which means lesser time for piano practice. lack of practice makes me lose touch n i’ll sorta need to “restart” or “relearn” again.. So yeah, decided to pursue my passion Told Coach Daryl abt it today & im soo glad tt he’s vv understnding.. He used to play the piano too tts why he fully understands how i feel n wad i meant. Im so grateful! Will definitely miss the LG trainings but i noe i’ve made really good friends & long-lasting frenships I love you ppl <3s

Klavierensemble’s recruitment drive next monday. I tink im really fortunate to have made this choice at this time. It’ll be bad if i missed this opportunity. Im told to play a solo classical piece :S Haven been playing classicals except my exam piece : Retrato De Alfredo Gobbi (by Piazolla). Its a really niceeee song! I love it alot.. It has a mixture jazz tunes, sorrows & tenderness. A piece tt is able to make u picture and visualize. Will be practicing hard! But..I’m sooo nervous!! >.< i duno anyone from e ensemble so its like, im all alone doing it for myself quite cool or wad haha.

Gambatteh Weiting! u can do it!
Time to grab this chance & pursue what i really love